Girl gets fit... Again... & for real this time

I know I've said this like a MILLION times & I always restart & say "I mean it this time!" & then I get lazy, unmotivated, & just... Stop. Well not this time. & I mean it. 

If you've been following my VLOG channel (NavyWifeLifeVLOGs) you have been watching me vlog my life for about the past month & suddenly I stopped. Not because I don't enjoy following my munchkins around & most of the time annoying my husband with the camera in his face, but because I received a nasty text message from someone names "Stephanie" & yet their number isn't in my phone & when I asked which "Stephanie" it was, I got no response; which lead me to believe that it was sent from an app that let's you send those bullying texts from an anonymous number. 

This was just the start of my "I don't want to be on camera any more" ): I tried blowing it off as that I think I know the bully that sent this & their name ISNT "Stephanie". & if that's the case, this is a new low for them -- hitting on the most sensitive subject for me. 

After I bit of self conscious vlogging, I let it pass; still fully intending on working out.... Eventually. 

It wasn't until a few weeks later while at a craft fair with Deanna that it really hit close to home that I have to stop being lazy & work out - no matter what. A lady at the craft fair asked if I WAS PREGNANT!! I was mortified. It took a lot out of me to not crumple on the floor in a fit of tears. That was the straw that broke the camels back.  

So I've been doing a minimum of 15 minutes on the stationary bike & then I do this exercise routine I found on Pinterest:

I also mix it up & do the work out classes if I get to the gym in time for one. I've even managed a couple of times to get my husband into the gym with me. So the result of my going every day for a week is this:

It's definitely not much but this is a good starting spot for me. & even though I'm having a TON of problems, medical wise, I'm pushing through the pain & not letting that stop me from reaching my goal of lookin great in a bikini! I've got to be beach ready by the end of July when I go to North Carolina to see my beautiful ginger girl 💖

I am going to {attempt} to do a weekly (or bi weekly) update on my progress on the blog instead of recording it because it's easier for me to sit & type up everything that's been going on then trying to find extra time in my all ready busy schedule to vlog about my fitness journey - especially since I'm slacking in the beauty video department >.<

Until next time...